Whats going On??

I'm Crazee..
I'm Lazy..
I'm massy..
I'm Not a Gud Girl..
I'm d0Ing a StupId tHiNgs..
I'm a Liar..

"Hey Fiza, What's going on?what happened to u?"
everybody ask me same question..
what happened to me??
i dont know!!

baru jap td aku ym ngan one of my frenz, AYU. She's very close to me..dia tanya aku ade problem ke tak.what the hell??huhuhu..aku ok je.aku ade problem ke?eh..mane ade!!

ermm..actually, i'm trying to cheat u.trying to cheat myself..i have sooOoo many problems.but, i dont know what's the problem.pelik kn?aku buat pening kpala sndri je.hehe.its not easy to understand Me.sejak akhir2 ni, aku mmg da byk berubah.kalo org lain tak tego pn, aku prasan sndri.aku tau apa yg aku buat tu salah.but i can't avoid it..aku jd cam org bodo yg terlalu ikutkan perasaan.yup..i'm stupid!

Apa yang aku lalui skarang, mmg mimpi ngeri.NIGHTMARE!!!aku tak tau ape yg aku nak.yg aku tau aku cuba jauhkan diri daripada segala masalah.Assignment yg melambak tu pon kire problem gak.that's why la aku tak wat assignment.hahahaha..stupid kn?Yes I am.kadang2 kalo difikirkan balik, mane ade hdup tanpa masalah.everybody has their own problem.mungkin problem yg lg kritikal drpd aku.tp knapa aku tak bole nk hadapinya??besar sgt ke problem aku nih?erm...sume nih EMOSI.kalo da sangkut paut ngan emosi,mmg pyh laa..smp jadik cam nih..benda yg aku buat,aku sndri tak tau n tanak amek tau.bole ke mcm tu?

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Lagu tu sesuai jadi lagu tema aku minggu nih..hehe.tiap2 minggu aku ada lagu tema tau.jgn jeles..
Harapan aku skang....aku akan ingt nasihat ko, Ayu.aku akn cuba tebus blk ape yg aku da buat selama ni.tp aku tak jnji dpt ubah secepat mungkin..but i'll try my best.DOAKAN aku..